dear life, you’ve been pretty nice to me these last couple of weeks. I’m asking you to keep being fucking rad and please don’t start to fuck things up. I’m starting to dream again, to be inspired, to be happy, to laugh and to want too talk to people. Please, I think I’ve been sad for long enough now and I don’t want to be that person any more. I’m no longer angry at what happened, I no longer holding on to what could have been. The people in my life, are perfect for now. I’m starting to feel like me again.
i need to get to sleep and there has been a constant parade of sirens driving past my house for the past 5 minutes and the next door neighbour is playing some type of orchestra music and now all i can hear is a stupid plane flying overhead and i just want to get to sleep :(